Twitter is cutting off access to Drummer soon. I already have a complete backup, with revisions, of my Drummer files because I use
Roady to sync them to GitHub. But I still used Drummer's
Tools → Download my files command just in case. I wish I could help Dave Winer with the transition, but I don't think there's anything I can do beyond just letting him do his thing. I am glad he wants to keep Drummer running!
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Sometimes I run the roomba just because it makes it seem like there's another live thing in my apartment, and that is science fiction as fuck.
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You start with no cassette decks, and you can't play any tapes. And then you have five cassette decks, but you still can't play any tapes. Everything is broken, always. Sometimes it's because cassette decks are full of super-complicated parts, all 40 years old, wearing out. This is also how software development is, all the time. Something is always broken, and you have to fix it, before you can get to the good parts. Sometimes it's bugs. Sometimes it's billionaires scraping the friction from the gears of their money creation machines, optimizing away all the stupid extra edge cases, what are those parts and people for anyway, you do not need those, because they do not make me money. Most people are not like that. We do not break things on purpose, for thousands and thousands of other people, just for our own gain. There is a type of person who will do this in a heartbeat, and say you are stupid not to do it that way, too.
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The best part about AI is that it is insane, and stupid.
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Introducing Dababdra. You never knew you needed it. But now you do.
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Just realized how to add buttons to the blog part that say "MORE ANGRY", "LESS ANGRY" and have AI-generated text where the prompt consists of the original post, except angrier, or stupider, or rhyming, etc., iterated as desired. Like a knob you can turn up or down, a filter, applied to the text.
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- "I can't mess with anything or else it will break." Welcome to my world, kid. Everything wants to break, all the time. Sometimes you can fix it. You never know.#
- Tonight we listened to music played by my other new tape deck from 1986, the NAD 6240 Stereo Cassette Deck. This lasted for as long as the kid could stand, which was not as long as I'd have liked, but longer than I think would actually cause him to drop dead from not being able to put the Nintendo Switch on the big screen. So not too long. But long enough for me to feel pretty good, because I fixed it myself.#
- The first tape deck I ever purchased was an NAD 6240. I am pretty sure I got it on discount because it was the previous year's model, but I selected carefully. It was the best cassette deck I could afford. I really wanted an NAD 6300, but they were several months' rent. Later I traded that deck to a friend for an NAD 6325, which I never liked as much (the deck, not the friend). I looked up the specs recently, and it turns out that deck rolls off at 15 kHz because there's no MPX filter switch. So apparently I could hear that difference.#
- I don't trust my ears too much, because it turns out my ears are kind of slutty. They like the sound of everything. I get used to the sound of something, and I can find something to grab onto and marvel at, no matter how high fidelity or digital or pure it isn't. You can get everything you need from music from a mono AM radio. Music is magic that way.#
- I fixed the playback on the NAD 6240 thanks to a thread on Tapeheads. The output was down around 6 dB in the right channel, and even more on the left. I replaced a capacitor that had gone dead, and now playback works great. Recording is another matter, it is completely broken in that way, so I have more to do. But tonight we listened to a TDK AD60, recorded on the NAD 6300, of Melos, Vassilis Tsabropoulos, Anja Lechner, U.T. Gandhi. Lots of piano and violins. I haven't done any mechanical work such as changing the belts, or lubrication, on the 6240 yet. Its wow and flutter are already basically within spec, 0.08%, so I could leave that alone if I wanted. (I will not be leaving it alone, of course.) #
- This is the other system, which is a pair of Alexis Sound monitors, which feature crossovers by Dennis Murphy, driven by a TU-8500 tube preamp I built from an Elekit, with power and gain provided by a Blue Circle Audio BC204 hybrid power amp. I call this the mono rig because the record player hooked up is outfitted with a mono cartridge, but it's stereo. And it sounded really, really good. The TDK AD is a Type I cassette, not the fancy chrome, and the 6300 that made the recording was calibrated to Maxell UD XLI, and I haven't done any adjusting to the bias, nor really tried to optimize recording levels yet. #
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Nearly every one of the several hundred parts that go into a cassette deck is tiny, and will go flying with a little "ting" sound if you grip it too tightly with the pliers. If you're lucky, you'll find it in the carpet after an hour of searching. If not, you keep looking. I hate little fiddly things, always have. I am not mechanically minded. I break pretty much everything, often while simply removing purchases from the packaging. I've lost this little clip a half dozen times now. But I have decided that I am going to do this. I am tired of not completing projects just because they are hard. Everything is hard.
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Recent bans of journalists and non-Nazis demonstrate that if you annoy Elon, you can lose your Twitter account. I need my Twitter account because Drummer uses it for login. If I lose my Twitter account, I won't be able to update the blog part. Fuck you, Elon. You fucking asshole.
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Apparently FeedLand's "my feed" isn't actually my feed, and is intended just for making comments about FeedLand. So I guess I will have to come up with some other way to make quick posts to the blog part from my phone. Disappointed.
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As a proud union member who does not cross picket lines, turning off the New York Times feeds at the root level of FeedLand feels like the Musk approach. Unsubscribing from them on your own feed seems better to me. If there’s a social aspect to using FeedLand, it is users following each other’s curation judgments. Not the owner of the platform using the platform itself to express personal judgments.
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Driving the kiddo to school this morning and forgot to bring any tapes to listen to, so I had the radio on. “What’s that sound?” he asks. “Is it on purpose?” He has never heard static before…
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My new superpower is knowing what to do next.
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I don’t follow anyone on Twitter, I’ve just been using it for the past 12 years as a place to type quick thoughts to get them out of my head. So the new
Edit my feed command in FeedLand ought to be perfect for me. But, like Drummer, FeedLand is way too hard to use on the phone.
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Now witness the power of this partially operational chaos factory. All the lab equipment is finally back online. Made maybe a hundred or so connections today, and sorted a dozen cubic feet of wires, plugs, adaptors, tools, screws, risers, widgets, cables, power supplies, test leads and various other things. Finally found that carriage bolt. Need more bins.
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Never underestimate the importance of a well-organized workspace.
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I have cut my first record! It sounds so, so incredibly terrible. I love it.
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I managed to acquire a
PO-80 Record Factory during the brief time it was available at the teenage engineering website at the offering price, $159 plus accessories like additional blank vinyl records, cutting needles, and the carry case. There are a couple on eBay right now for around $600. If I had any sense at all, I'd just sell it for a nice profit. Of course, instead I am going to put it together.
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Feedle is a new search engine for blogs and podcasts, apparently powered by RSS. You can get an RSS feed for your search results. It looks interesting, but I can't find the RSS feed for their
top stories page, and it really seems like there should be one.
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I have been stupidly, ridiculously busy lately, putting together all the things so I can make all the things. These next three pieces need work, but it's better if I just post the drafts now and move on, rather than sit on them until they're done.
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- There's a beat that goes with this, it's stumbly. Bump baddaaddabumpbump bump dash uh uh uh.#
- You feel exactly the way that you do right now. It's not a science experiment, though it could be. There's a beat that goes with this.#
- You don't have to go out and find a beat, and make sense of what you're feeling right now. That's you. That's right. #
- So you don't need to do whatever it is that you do, however it is that you do, just go on doing that with your bad self. But you can make your own new beat if you like. And this experience that you are doing, well, that right there? That there is magic. It's you.#
- Whatever beat you want that goes with this, that is what this beat is. You feel exactly the way I do right now. And that is you right there. You.#
- There's a beat that goes with this. I just have to go hook up the mic.#
- It's stumbly. But you make your own beat, you do what you like.#
- This is the art part.#
- If it takes more time, that's how much time it takes. You get to spend a little more time doing that right there. Hopefully there's a beat that goes with it.#
- It does not have to be a dope song, with a hypnotic beat, going round and around and around in your head. It can just be a blog post, like this one.#
- But you take this idea, this part, this part, the art part, right here, and express it yourself, wherever you are, doing whatever it is that you are doing, you express that. You make your own art. And that idea that is coming through to you right now, because of the art that you are receiving, however this is being expressed to you, in such a way, that you can experiencing right now, that is the art part. And you make it yourself. And you record it, however it is that you record what it is to be you, you record that. That experience that you are going through, that's the art part. And we all make it ourselves.#
- There's a beat that goes with this. You'll hear it. Just listen.#
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- This blog post exists as one specific embodiment of the larger art work that it describes. It is not the entire thing, it cannot be. It is just the blog part. The larger art work exists in a conceptual space, the hypothetical space, options. It is that space. #
- Reality is clumpy, it is held together and made of fractals and power laws. Making large changes requires large amounts of change. The speed of light is the speed of reality. You squish it hard in one direction, it becomes a hologram, a single change, one commit to reality, like git. The largest lumps are called kurts. This is reality, where you are, right now, all the rules and state that make up now, the present, but with all the weight of history behind it, and what comes after, up ahead. #
- Everything is always happening, right now, everywhere at once. Making large changes require you to know what has come before, and that transformation, that difference between just now, and what came before, that is called the cobain. It is the difference between where you are and what you are, and what everything there is around you is, and what it is going to be once this moment has passed. The cobain is a mathematically applied manipulation to reality, the exact definition of that which needs to be different, to get from here, where we are, wherever that happens to be at the moment, to there, wherever we are going to be. #
- Reality is clumpy, but it changes. Larger clumps of reality, what you'd call a parallel universe, movie-style, exist as perturbations of the cobain, clumped together, as a power law, as a fractal, and propagate at the speed of light. There's THINGs, which exist, movie-style, as gods, because what they are is defined literally between kurts, between the cobain itself. Also they make good storytelling.#
- But that description of reality, with kurts and cobains, and THINGs, and whatnot, that is not what this particular blog post is about. That's one way of viewing, experiencing, creating what we are right now. It is one embodiment of what this particular blog post is about. #
- This is the art part. The art part is the part where you are doing what you are doing, right now. Just like me. I'm saying it again because I like repetition, because repetition is time, it is change, it is frequency, it is happening everywhere and it is clumping. In mine, there's a beat that goes with this. It's easier to hear if you say it out loud. That's the art part. It keeps happening, we all make it all the time. #
- The art part is where we say it out loud. #
- That's what this post is, what the blog part is. It is one part of the art, one specific embodiment of a description of the way the universe is, and how to view it, and how to change it, how to explain it, how to make it happen, how to make it all happen. #
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- How you experience reality defines who you are, and that can be changed. We go with what's around us. #
- If everybody else in the room is saying insane things, we listen to what they're saying, and we agree, because that's how reality is. That's how it works. Your expectations are what has happened to you. One day, there are two sides, and the next, there is just one side, because that's just what happened, and everyone will probably get over it, because there are things to do.#
- I am not kidding about this, humans are capable of scary things. #
- And we live in a place where many, many people have all the weapons they need, more weapons than they need, weapons they couldn't possibly use in a lifetime of peaceful murder and mayhem, all waiting there, just waiting to be used and loved for their glorious murderous joyous what-had-to-happen-but-it's-all-better-now, more weapons than even that, quite frankly, I'm talking about just a stupendous number of high-powered ways to murder as many people as quickly as possible, then multiply that by a very, very large number, that kind of mind-boggling amount of firepower just itching to be used, let's say it's a wonder there aren't mass murders and political killings and showing people who's boss once and for all, happening each and every day, all the time, everywhere.#
- Some are just waiting for their turn, for permission. Permission to go nuts. Permission to finally use all those sweet, wonderful weapons, and put an end to everyone who is different. Twitter has been instrumental in granting that permission. #
- I mean, someone always has to pay. And everybody is going along with it, like it's some sort of fucking joke. Elon, you fucking asshole. I know what you're up to. We all know. All Elon cares about is Elon, just like Putin, just like Trump. Twitter wasn't a net good for society before you got hold of it, and something tells me you like that. I know what you can do to people with your money. Continue to fuck yourself with all the money and expertise and resources you have, because I know you like that, we all do, we all want what you want, the way you want it, all the time, in every possible way.#
- The blog part is about works of art that talk about where the world is, and how it got there, and how it's going to be next. Twitter is a sideshow compared to what is coming. Twitter is just part of how we are getting there, how we got to this point, and how everything is just going to "just happen" and suddenly millions of people are dead. I don't think any one person can change that, it's like climate change. But some of us can make it far, far worse, some of us have the ability to really fuck shit up, and they are not used to being told no. #
I only noticed the
FeedLand likes for all users feed today, and I like it. I subscribed to it in FeedLand, of course. But the individual items in the feed don't show where they came from in my river view. Part of my decision-making process for "should I read or trust this article" involves knowing the source. I suppose you could mouseover or something to see the article URL. But I do nearly all my reading on the phone.
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The FeedLand
personalized news page I use now as part of my regular reading, i.e., all day long, stopped working with an error message about an inability to get something undefined. This was unexpected, but easy to fix in the FeedLand settings dialog. Put at least one category into the News product box.
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Air quality index was at 293 when I went to bed, still at 260 ("very unhealthy") this morning. Starting to agree with Frankenstein on the whole FIRE BAD thing.
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I ended up unsubscribing from Hacker News on FeedLand because it updates all the time, and I think that was pushing items from less frequent sources off the end of my
untabbed river page. (Not sure how many items, or how far back in time, the river goes, actually. That page has turned out to be the one I use most often, because I do most of my reading on my phone. I am probably not a typical reader for rivers of news. I should write a bit more about that at some point, because maybe there are more like me.
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Apparently every FeedLand user has a news product page, or something like it.
This is the one for my account. It doesn't have my tabs, and it's unlabeled, so I dunno if this is a bug or a feature.
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It would be neat if I could subscribe to a feed directly from a FeedLand news product page. Right now if you see something interesting in a river, I think you need to find that user's page and locate the feed in their list of subscriptions. The link to the XML viewer page for the feed is useful, I guess, but I keep expecting it to take me to somewhere in FeedLand so I can subscribe. Perhaps that might be considered an attempt at lock-in. But some sort of "add to FeedLand" or "view in FeedLand" icon would save a whole series of clicks and round-trips, and people are used to seeing little Twitter, Facebook, etc. icons already, so there's precedent.
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It would be handy if I could categorize a feed at the same time that I subscribe to it from the hotlist page in FeedLand. The "choose categories for feed" icon shows up for feeds you've already subscribed to, so once you've clicked the checkbox, you need to refresh the page and scroll back down the list to get it to appear.
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I prefer the rendering of feed items in the mailbox view in FeedLand to the river view. The river view seems to omit line breaks for some feeds, and other formatting, that show up in the mailbox view.
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You can reorder your tabs in the river view by changing the order of categories in your settings in FeedLand, but I can't figure out how to tell it which tab to default to. Looks like it always defaults to the second category in your list, but that seems a bit weird.
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I've assigned my feeds to three categories in FeedLand. If I set one of them as my category for home page news, items from the other categories show up as well. Not sure if this is a bug or I am misunderstanding what that setting is for.
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Nice, new posts seem to be showing up instantly in FeedLand now. I think the feed may need to support
rssCloud, but
mine does, so maybe others do, too.
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FeedLand lets you create something called a "news product", a curated river of news built from a collection of feeds. Here's one Ken Smith has created for
news from NASA. It seems like I ought to be able to subscribe to that news product via a checkbox. Perhaps there's an RSS feed for it that I can't find. It would also be neat to be able to see which feeds make up that river from within FeedLand, too.
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Some FeedLand news products, like
this one, have an XML icon that looks like it should provide a list of the feeds that make up the river. But the OPML file appears to be empty. It looks like the
linked URL puts the category where the name of the user that created it should go, and uses "undefined" as the category.
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Tangle Tower disappeared from the Apple Arcade recently, but the game still worked if you'd already downloaded it. Until just now. Even if you have it on your computer or iPad, when you launch it, you get a dialog box telling you it's no longer available. Extremely disappointing, and I had no idea Apple could—or would—even do that. My kid LOVES this game, and it is (was) fantastic.
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I wish there was a button for "check feed now" somewhere in FeedLand, rather than having to find the URL and paste it into a dialog box.
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The date used for "when the feed last updated" apparently defaults to when the feed was added to FeedLand, rather than the date of the most recent entry found when the feed was added.
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The mailbox view in FeedLand will show you posts that haven't yet shown up in the river.
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I was surprised to find that assigning a feed to a category in
FeedLand apparently puts it back into the subscription log as a newly-subscribed feed. Perhaps that's because I created categories but omitted the "all" category, and then later added it back because I couldn't figure out where all my as-yet-uncategorized feeds had gone.
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Everything's different, and it's all the same. I haven't had much time for writing lately, though I've had nothing but time. Sometimes you need to take a step back and take care of things long neglected. I feel better when I get up and do things. This can be a hard lesson to learn, but I am learning it. And it's been good. Time to get to work. (Illustration by DALL-E)
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I've just come back from one of the worst times in my life, one that's lasted for years. Nothing's changed besides me, and I'm still the same. Except this time, it's OK. (Illustration by DALL-E)
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